I’ve been feeling down lately,
And being down bad,
Been feeling kinda lonely,
Singing woeful ballads.
I’ve been trying to move forward,
And move on for good,
But I just can’t seem to,
Even though I should.
I lay wondering at night,
Who you repeat my words to,
Wonder who is the person,
Who receives all the praise I give you.
All the love I confess,
All the admiration I feel,
Wonder to whom you say the things,
That I always say to you.
I’ve been feeling so small,
Feel like I’m no competition,
Feel like a buzzing bug,
Small, annoying and causing frustration.
But I’ll be gone,
And I’ll disappear,
I’ll walk the void, the dark plank of abyss,
And there shan’t be anything to fear.
~ Summiaya Nilofer Kichloo
Kishtwar, India
I say sometimes it’s okay not to be happy if it gives birth to poems like this one ..