A cool breeze touched my dry skin ,
and woke me from a bad dream .
And made me stroll around the room
Thinking about my murky future.
And stood still like a frozen water.
Could see folks through my window ;
Busy in their morning regime .
And I feel slothful.
I couldn’t control my thoughts ,
I overthink a lot ,
My mind is unbalanced,
Feel anxiety at times.
Thoughts wander like a divine spark.
There’s something that haut me ,
A force that stops me ;
Pushes me away from my Goals .
In the name of self doubts and insecurities ;
I try to overcome ,
Fighting it night and day.