You fall incessantly
from my eyes
covering my face
and
drawing a veil
on my emotions
my secret keeper
my promise bearer
You roll down my cheeks
as a reminder of the
promise unkept
as a reminder of
my heart broken
and the shards piercing
and all the bridges
I have been trying
to keep in place
you roll down gleefully
as
wishes and dreams
are burnt alive
I can’t cup or hold you
you are just bits of salty water
you know
a reminder of my heart
as it fails to contain the
insatiable joy inside
the welling up of eyes
when I can’t hide
the love inside
I hide you behind
all the curtains of
the curved lip and cursed heart
when I don’t want you to
see that
I’m being burnt alive
I’m your creator
you are born out of me
you every iota of existence
is compensated
by the blood running
through my veins
I create you
but you still manage
to defy me.
My tears, defy me.
~Megha Sood
Jersey City, USA