Many come in, none go out, he shuts his own door, opens mine
From 2 boxes I may choose to conjure up the muses 9
As I walk the lanes of Essex I recall my childhood days
When no care stood towering over when a hitch was but a phase
And when mother welcomed me back home from school with open arms
And the highlight of the long days were the tried-and-true alarms
Why talk of reality when life and love are games and dreams
And the dreams of love are never realized, or so it seems
Both our hearts did swell and smart and palpitate and pelt and ache
But what of your vows of love of not to part and not to break?
For the bond of love will ever be in my heart ever true
To the cause of poetry and truth and beauty and to you
I was, ah I was the happiest person in the world with you
And you never trusted me that what others said is untrue
And you are so wrong in guessing that I’ve found another girl
You still do and you will always put my senses in a whirl
Did you leave me crying out for your love for to go and find
Someone else and leave the beauteous memories we made behind?
You say that you felt on top of the world with a friend like me
But I threw you out of focus (tohu bohu) crazily
Crazy are we not – To fall in love in such a hopeless way
Hoping against hope that all will be well, we will meet some day?
Why do you keep asking me to please forgive you? I did not
Ever take offence at anything you said or did, you’ve got
Pertness that the fairies vie for, beauty that the angels die for
And the smiles that poets cry for, what on Earth are you so shy for?
You will always be here in my heart’s most secret hiding place
For my love is also that of lovers who cannot embrace
‘That’s what it means to say I love you more than you’ll ever know’
Now I know and now I vow to show true friendship and to grow
In that bond of friendship that no person in the world can show it
But we know it – That’ll be the secret of your humble poet!
So wrap up the nosegays here and there and scribble out the fires
Of desires and adjust yourself before daddy transpires
~Rehan Qayoom
London, United Kingdom